Wednesday, July 27, 2005
guess what. this guy and girl in nafa are talking about me(not the omg, cindy's pants is so hot!!). instead, about how mean i am these few days on my blog, calling people names etc. look, if poppy is the one who comments on you guys, wouldn't you dislike her and maybe call her names too? don't tell me you'll go home and cry to your mum or other half, saying that a girl in school calls you names etc?
the guy told her that i make friends based on looks. i even talk to students who aren't singaporeans etc. alright. i find that very mean now. since when? i've got friends who aren't that fashionable too. as long as their personality is nice, who cares how they look. if im that superficial and fake, i wouldnt even wanna bother abt all these orientation. so now he's kinda like stereotyping me, the kind who chooses my friend etc. yeah go ahead, label me.
i never thought of that guy to be such a person. saying that im superficial?? i know you both read my blog. i've got nothing against it at all. right, so much for me being nice to smile. now i know, for nothing. my smile and "hi" is deem superficial.
she's quite worried abot what i'll say about her, what i'll name her, say, pale-pig??dumbass?? i didnt name her that. *swears* laughs. she wrote that. see it for yourself if you dont believe.
i don't call you names (i mean bad and awful ones here) for no reason. well, maybe i'll go like "the big boobs" kinda thing. if "pale-pig" or "dumbass" makes you happy, do let me know.
people call me names too. for example, a few of my classmates call me "airhead" and all we do is laugh about it. i even gotten "dumb-blonde" before, just that im not blond. and im no bimbo. my boobs ain't bigger than my face nor it is spilling off my top that makes me look like a porn star wannabe.
im in a way pissed by all these. if everything was fine as it is, would i be so mean and vent my anger here? go ask people who REALLY know me. i dont choose my friends according to looks. if so, i'll only be friends with myself. now, does that make you feel any better?? don't put up a fake front in front of me. if i dont like you, i wouldn't pretend to like you.
urgh this is annoying. i've got school at 11.30am..and i'll see him on thursday during combined lecture. should i still smile at him?
cindy-ave-kelly (:
7/27/2005 04:33:00 AM
