Tuesday, February 01, 2005
i hate whatever is happening.
d'wayne just left. wont see him again. our chapter ended on 31st Jan 2005. he's angry with what i said and stuff. we cant get along.
i still have jared. but not anymore. he waanted to see me so badly since saturday but i couldnt meet him. thats 3 days in a row. there's no way i can sneak out of my house. jared's angry with me. he don't care anymore. he only wants me to meet him now but i cant. why cant jared understand me? i send him so many messages to apologise already. i even downloded a MMS to apologise. dammit. just when im begining to like him, things have to turn out this way.
i detest this fucked up world.
cindy-ave-kelly (:
2/01/2005 01:50:00 AM