Tuesday, September 09, 2003
tuesday..went to sch for extra lessons.not fun.nothing interesting.met nicky at novena for lunch den went for tuition.sucha gd girl.so happy.but nothing productive.haix.went ps with nicky to meet rosma!went to spotlight and i found some new fabrics that i love so much!pretty-in-pink.oh-so-sweet!went to watch legally blond 2.quite nice.came home after that.watched tv the whole day.and i sew a pouch using the cookie monster fabric that i bought damn long ago.not very nice though...but its hand-made.so its very nice!
didnt study much at all.too much stuff in my mind.thinking too much again.why is everything not right?i wonder wads going on.do most pple hide their feelings?do they lie to others abt how they're feeling?will that make the person feel better?will hiding the truth make me feel better and not worry so much?......... wad do u think?
//serene//i guess i know wads going on in ur family but i cant say i know everything and understand everything as im not the one going through these problems and i don really know much too.thought u'll be in sch today den can go for lunch.but u didnt go.well i guess even if u did,u'll prob go lunch with sl and all.wonder if u really miss me.maybe u really did and i hope u did.did i?obviously i did--more than how much you miss me..
//lesley//thinking of you..wad am i suppose to do?its really killing me...do you know how i feel?if u were me..the real me...you would know how bad it feels.why is everything becoming so scary..
-....im on the verge of losing....smtg that mean so much to me....and thats you....-
cindy-ave-kelly (:
9/09/2003 11:32:00 PM
