Tuesday, September 23, 2003
here i am!went to sch for physics paper today.easiest paper so far..(though its still not that easy)..haha..after sch went for breakfast with serene and nicky.ate bk's breakfast and after that i felt like puking almost until afternoon.wonder was wrong with me..and im not pregnant.!!!wahahaha..madness..
went ps.went spotlight.didnt get wad i wanteed cos don have.haix..walked ard did nothing..sit down..rest..msg..talked on the phone..window shopping..blahblahblah..
took bus home.the bus took so long to come.wad the hell.bus ride so long also.watched tv.msg non stop again.haix.i've been msging so much these few days.damn scared i'll get scolding when the bill comes.
i lied.lied to my parents tt i was going out to study.wahaha.felt so bad.and dint even study at all.but wont let anything affect my exams.will try to manage my time well.lie lie lie..supposed to be studying,instead go meet my fren.went to watch turn left turn right.planned to meet at 5.15pm but she reached at 6.10pm.late nvm..the show started at 5.40pm!tsktsk..after so long den she reach.haha.but worth waiting.went walk walk..talk talk..did nothing..just allowed time to pass like that.went macs for light dinner.den sent me home. =D
donno wads wrong with me recently.sometimes it feels so good like im in heaven but sometimes it feels like im in hell..haix..she also dono.i also donno.we both donno.boohoohoo.i hate this stupid feeling.why do i always have negative thoughts?i hate it.its sickening.better stop being so paranoid.im really too paranoid n its irritating.beter change this bad character of mine before i screw everything up..
might be back later..depends.. anyway anyhow...
cindy-ave-kelly (:
9/23/2003 11:07:00 PM
