Friday, August 22, 2003
have been sleeping quite early these few days.really tired.had english orals on thursday.wasnt tha good but still alright.wont fail.wasnt that bad.went home den went gym den swimming.was at the gym for only an hour and i was so tired.how weak.weakling.by the time i got into the water,i was too tired to swim so just stayed inside the pool for abt an hour-watching pple playing tennis.haha.also got no sun for me to get a little more tann.
came home straight after sch.sucha good girl.went swimming again.but didnt swim.just stayed under the sun.was tanning my back-will tann the front maybe next week.now can see a little marking on my back.haha.so crappy.my face is still as fair as ever.=)
came home and cooked some snacks but no dinner.haix.waiting for my dad to come home now.gonna ask if wanna bring me for supper.didnt study again.all i did was watched tv,sms and paint toenails.haix.have not even started.oh but i was packing all my notes into the file earlier on.sucha good girl.and i lost my geog textbook.im gonna cry.all the notes i copied since the begining of sec3 are all gone.shit.damn upset.
i've decided to go for grad nite.probably gonna be a loner there or smtg.better find some pple to go with first.don wanna find myself trying so hard to fit in.fuck.not gona think abt it first.don even think i'll enjoy myself on that nite.shit.and its on the 24th november.arrgh.better get bday present.and the next day also another bday.arrgh.........
feeling terrible again.
not again..
cindy-ave-kelly (:
8/22/2003 11:08:00 PM
