Thursday, July 03, 2003
thats the end.. done with the b'div.. its my last day.. damn upset.. feels like im taking my heart away from my body... [yes, its that special to me].. cant bear to let go of it.. if i've to let go of everything, it'll be the ij bowling team.. i reaaly love the team.. not like it shows or smtg.. didnt really bowl well but had lotsa fun.. cheering, encouraging n all.. it really help... esp when u c certain pple cheering with all thier strength.. it really feels great...
went to macs for lunch with the whole bowling team.. today, i didnt ask for opinions or smtg.. i juz gave a few choices.. i was so happy cos it seems like im more firm n the team is getting better... i was so happy abt it den was juz saying like yeah n stuff... n i was told to shut-up?!?!?! nvm.. doesnt really matter anymore.. so used to it... had so much fun...
yeah overall schs got 2nd! so happy for those bowlers!!! woah.. the part where me n meg had to go up was so scary.. representing the sch... wah... feels damn great!!! haha.. skin too thick!!! haha.. yeah my team came in 8th... well better than last n all...
thinking abt wad serene said... don even know if the teachers will allow us to support the c'div.. haix.. if i cant go, i'll be totally upset.. juz hope that they'll allow.. its my last year... if really cannot go means cannot take photo n cheer already... *gonna.break.my.heart.again* why does it always happen?
bought so many plasters with meaghan.. spent so much money.. damn crappy.. bought cute elmo plasters for lesley.. *lame* well hope she'll like it anyway... yupp.. went home den went out again... with shayna n nic.. to thomson plaza for dinner n stuff.. playing, talking.. went back at abt 11pm? shayna was damn nice to walk me all the way home again... this time, to the lift... so sweet!!! but well...........................................
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
(even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*
People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow, you would be
in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
[..i mean nothing..i dont mean anything to u..]
cindy-ave-kelly (:
7/03/2003 02:06:00 AM
