Wednesday, July 30, 2003
long day at sch.shall only blog a bit.sch as usual.mr tan's coming back soon.actually i prefer mr v. to teach cos he's makes more sense i think.didnt go for practical cos had election n meeting.meeting wad damn long.shall not elaborate.saw everyone's vote for the elections.donno if im happy or sad.or wadever.really donno.and i cant decide.its tough.screwed.
lunch at st.michael's canteen was a stupid one as usual.made me drink some rubbish.gross.the juniors were putting all kinds of food into their drinks n wanted to trick me!at least im alert this time!evan also suffered.haha.she had gassy soyabean drink on her skirt.haha.she's actually quite nice.
went for dinner with ser,nic n mel at thomson plaza n it reminded me of so many stuff..the day i sat at the food court waiting for her to reply or appear.nope.nothing at all.
everything seems to be wrong.why am i feeling sad whenever i start thinking too deep?its screwed.wonder wads wrong.maybe its not meant to be.well,it wasnt even meant to be.fUcK.<---i don like this word but im using it now.why?i've got no idea.
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didnt mean to shout over the phone.i wasnt blaming u or anything.we both knew wad was going on.its not the first time rite?i guess u're pissed.i wasnt even blaming u.well,maybe u thought i was.u said u understand.i hope u do.its really not easy for me but i know i can do it.im sorry for blowing up n breaking down again.i'll try my best not to do it anymore.
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cindy-ave-kelly (:
7/30/2003 01:35:00 AM
