Wednesday, July 23, 2003
.p.i.s.s.e.d.
all the pple on my tagboard is pissing me off. well,not to those pple i know.cant be bothered now.
thought that everything was fine till i saw all the comments.but on second thoughts,why bother?ok.don bother.
mOnday:-
racial harmony day.didnt wear any costume.don wanna be laughed at.anyway the sun has been rather bright lately so ya..had prize presentation during assembly.feels quite cool standing up there.not everyone will get a chance so im quite glad i got a chance to stand up there.haha.presented the challenge trophy n it was cool.ms tan had to make me raise it high up.so spastic.wanted to laugh so badly but of cos i gotta control.started laughing after the presentation.had lotsa fun in sch.got bullied by the juniors again.its always me.they love ganging up n bully me.ahh.but its not that bad.
big bullies:-
had abt 1 hr of recess.celebration for the whole sch i guess.both b n c'div pple met up for recess.quite surprised tt most of them joined us. eating.eating.eating.talking.talking.talking.
donno wad was going on when they were all laughing.blur.they were actually planning some stuff on how they're gonna bully me. n i was also smiling n laughing along when they were talking?!?!?screwed.haha
splashed water on me,put an entire cup of ice into my blouse n stuff.it was so cold.freeze!! n some of the ice were from the cups and there was drink inside!! so sticky.oh they put tree branches inside my blouse too! i think there were ants on it cos my bach was itching.eeeeekks! thought they were done with the playing.ya i tHOught.arrgh.we were outside the bookshop area n i was being bullied again! threw my rubberband ard n i couldnt get it back.playing for so long. i was suppose to be the monkey! wth..big bullies! and someone tooked off my shoes n socks and threw it ard!! arrgh.total screwed. my attire was like allgonewrong!! hair was in a mess.no shoes+socks.untidy+wet uniform. i banged onto a few pple too! shit.so many pple were looking.felt so weird.so embarrassing! the best part was that they took pictures of me-me looking pathetic.arrgh....so awful! mrs tang said i look like a mad woman.haha..
tUeSday:-
didnt bring my papercut to sch! i stayed up till like 3am to do n i didnt bring it.was so pissed with myself. after assembly went back to class n i was even more pissed!! donno why also..den started tearing..it was weird.started laughing all of a sudden.total crap. hahahahahahaha... nothng much.. i thik i forgot wad hapened.heehee..who cares.. hahaha
tOday:-
felt so tired as usual.have been sleepng really late.had 2.4km run today.i realised tt im rather weak.thought i cld run quite well..hahaha..eh at least i managed to pass.so happy.crazy. had english after pe n i reached class 5 min b4 it ended.went to take height n weight for pple.sickening. cant even see properly cos im so short! arrgh.mrs chow took so long to come back! was walking back to class den saw mrs lee.she was talking to me so i was being held back again.haha not like i wanna go for english. hmmm she was telling me abt the elections thing.. yeah.. we're gonna have a bbq party celebration!! so happy!! gotta plan it soon.
went to "bathe" after pe.yucks.syicky n dirty.bel was washing her hair in the toilet n caused a big mess!wanted to wash my hair too but it'll definately take a long time to dry..so didnt lah..my hair is wet every morning when i go to sch.hate it when i go for monday assembly with wet hair! felt great after washing up.went to st.michael canteen for "recess".by the time we reached there,the bell rang.arrgh.was so hungry! well my main purpose of going over was to take my "shoes" from lesley n pass her the photo albums.
[lesley:-i know u love the photos.ur face is almost in every picture.haha.i know it was a happy day for u.hey!the photo that i took with u is seriously allgonewrong!! must take again some other time ok?u bettr say yes or else.......haha i also dono wad]
the com photos lokked quite nice.eh but not me.its either im having my eyes closed or having those sleepy eyes look.or even worst-my smile n hair! i think i cant smile properly.hahaha..weird.unlike some pple,they look great in both photos n in person.im gonna take alot of photos with everyone at the celebration party.arrgh..i've been wanting to take photo with some pple for so long m i've never gotton a chance.n im leaving sch in a few months time.damn sad..sObz.
gonna eat again.might be back later.gotta do some work n draw orchids first..
cindy-ave-kelly (:
7/23/2003 08:09:00 PM
