Saturday, June 28, 2003
im back here again... have not been updating for quite some time...
moNdAy-wedNeSdaY :-
had bowling camp.. it was alright.. many stuff happened.. it didnt turn out right.. donno why. maybe cos of the planning.. everything was planned by lynette & teresa... haix.. the camp was too comfortable!! rooms with aircon, 4 to a room, pple cleaning up the rooms for us n all... a hotel!! like the teachersa said.. no more such luxurious camp anymore.. n we wont be having stayovers for camps in future... so sad.. im quite disappointed.. many stuff happened.. i donno why.. pple just don wanna co-operate.. well maybe im not firm enough.. always playing n laughing also.. i have to be more alert... firm, decisive n all.. read through everyone's evaluation form.. read their thoughts n comments... found out some stuff.. the main thing was tt they wanted more
1) more team bonding games
2) more interaction
i didnt make them happy.. if i only i had knew tt they wanted so much interaction n team bonding.. i wld have planned the games with meaghan. shayna n evan.. *sad*.. not everyone enjoy.. thou nobody said tt the camp was a failure, i know it was kinda screwed.. im really sorry...
someone commented tt i shld have been more decisive n not ask pple for their comments as it wld not do any good at all... i asked for pple's comments cos i wanted to make the majority happy.. dowan to give instructions n things like that as some pple might not like it.. all i wanted was to make most of the pple happy.. i donno if thats smth good or bad--> not decisive on my own..cos i wanted to make everyone happy.. i really donno wad to do.. maybe thats smtg bad.. not a good captain.. i don have all the qualities of a leader.. i know someone from our bowling team has almost all the qualities.. if only im like her... i wanna learn everything from her.. she's always giving me advice n all.. i feel like a failure captain.. i cant even do or plan simple stuff... junior gotta teach me.. im just some gone case captain..
well, read another evaluation form.. i think i know who wrote it.. 80% sure that its her..
to the person who wrote in pink:- i donno if u'll ever see this... anyway, im glad that u understands how i feel abt being left out when it came to the planning n all.. that the com pple n myself shld be given a chance to show our leadership skills n all.. [if only the rest understands..just like u do]..u really know how it feels n all.. thankew so much.. im really glad that u actually understand.. u're really understanding.. hmmm.. im not so close to u.. but seems like its getting better... hope we'll do well for the national schools.. great n fun having u in my life..
to all ij bowlers:-
the camp was great with everyone ard.. im really glad that it wasnt that bad afterall.. wanna thank u pple for participating in the games n all.. i really did enjoy myself.. expect for some stuff.. if the teachers allow us to have another camp, i hope i'll be given the last chance to prove to u pple wad i can do... all i ask for is just a chance...... cos i know i can do it.. with the help of the com pple...
personal note
serene:- thanx for listening all these while.. u're the only one that listens n trust me the most.. even thou i kinda neglect u at times.. im sure u'll understand rite.. life is full of surprises... so don have to be surprised that i thank u at the camp... u really did help me alot.. thanx for taking the initiative to help n all.. its really graet to have u ard.. ya like wad u said, its already ovr... so well..just hope that there'll be another camp for me to make everything perfect before i leave... anyway... there's just too many stuff to thank u for... i'll never be able to finish... [nishiwoyongyuanbunengshiqudezhixinpengyou] *hUgS*
nicola:- sweet list number 4.. i know u go blog reading.. haha.. so u'll see this.. didnt expect u to listen that nite.. at the camp.. thot u always didnt care abt anything or anyone... well *big thankew*.. well didnt expect myself to tell u so much.. *smile*.. don go tell the whole world ya.. i trust u thats why i tell u.. don break this trust... anyway.. u're sweet.. nice.. n fun!! also realised that we have quite a few things in common.. like the crossing road thingy... haha.. well u wanted to type me smtg rite? guestbook k? see u soon... *sWeEt.hUgS*
shayna:- thanx for helping me with all the heavy stuff...[im a weakling like wad mrs lee said].. haha.. it was really nice of u.. i had to let everyone know how nice u are..cos u look kinda unfriendly at tmes... *sorry*.. but to me, u're nice! ya.. thanx for carrying my bowling bag n all too... damn sweet!! nobody else does that...!! i don have to ask u to help me..u'll take the initiative to help.. thats a good quality abt a leader... ya n also the 2nd nite of the camp.. thanx for being there.. hmm.. thanx for helping me to keep the pple quiet when no one was listening to me... really appreciate it alot... i can never finsh my thankew speech to u too.. *mUacKz*
zhi.xin.peng.you:- ....... there's so many things that i wanna say to u but i donno how n where to start from.. well.. let me see.. firstly thanx for all the comments that u've given me.. all those phone calls chats n msges that usually led to an unhappy night..
u know i don treat u like a wall rite... after that particular nite on the phone.. i guess we kinda understand wad was really going on.. u understand rite? i was juz letting everything out.. haix..i began to understand u a little more.. anyway thanx for being there on the 2nd nite of the camp... i didnt know u'll come out from the room to talk to me.. u know on that nite... i actually needed ur shoulders badly.. but.. it wasnt there for me.. i needed smtg to lean on.. someone to make me feel better.. someone who will be by my side to give me an assuring hug... well i really donno wad to say... just hope that when i need someone's shoulder the next time.. yours will be the first one that i'll see.. it'll definately make me feel better... [love those leadership qualities in you].. tkcare.. lOve yOu lOtS.. *hUgS*mUacKz*
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cindy-ave-kelly (:
6/28/2003 05:00:00 PM
