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Saturday, July 15, 2006

i feel so helpless when i cant do anything to make the situation any better. i have been thinking about what has been happening and thinking of ways to improve things. i totally understand what im putting myself into. though i may be a little disappointed about certain issues, but i'd rather live with it than to have you running away once again. im not complaining. please dont get me wrong.

i have been trying my best, taking initiative and everything i can do. am i missing out on anything? or am i doing too much? please enlighten me. you said you'll take it as nothing has happened but what is this? sudden change of behaviour, etc.. somehow i think you still care but to what extend? i believe you still bother but for how long?

whenever i look through the messages and photos, and the promises you made, i don't know how i should be feeling. smile and sleep sweetly or tearing away. something's missing. something isn't there.

how many times must you run?
how many nights must i cry?

baby, please help me.

................................................. ............
When you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothing I won't do.

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you,
For you I will.

I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down,
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you,
I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe,
I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, oooooh
For you I will die
With every breathe, with all my soul
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll have to leave it be
................................................. ............

i do not need any of you to take pity on me neither am i asking for your appreciation. but hello, please mind my existance.

cindy-ave-kelly (:
7/15/2006 01:08:00 AM


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