Sunday, June 04, 2006
i was over sensitive and jealous. i started my whole verbal vomit thing. i did not ask you to cut off all contacts with your ex girlfriend. i felt bad. you said it was also for the better. you told me to trust you. i could see how sincere you were when you looked into my eyes. i did. we made a promise.
you dont know how worried i was when you disappeared. you dont know how much i regretted my actions. you came back. i was happy though still feeling bad. seeing you smile after everything made me happy. everything went well. i was more than happy.
at the end of the day, you told me that you blame me for making you lose a very good friend. you dont know how much it hurts to hear that. i know you're feeling worse. i didnt say you cant talk to her ever again. and you told me to go back to D.
you dont know how afraid i am to lose you. i apologise for my stupid actions and attitude. i feel bad and remorseful. i dont feel good. go talk to her. and tell her that im sorry if i've hurt her in any way. and im sorry for the cause this problem.
you said you're gonna be a parasite to me. im praying you'll never leave.
i am sorry.
for you, i bleed.
cindy-ave-kelly (:
6/04/2006 06:54:00 AM
