Monday, April 03, 2006
when i can't have what i want, i behave like a spoilt brat but in reality, i ain't one. when i cant meet datelines, i cry and wished i didnt have to attend school. when relationship problems hurt me, i cry so hard like a little girl. when i get upset, mad and irritated over certain issues, i cry, scream and start slamming things. (i broke a plastic stool today). when i think that im wasting my time on and over so many issues, i cry again. call me childish. call me a brat.
not only that, i go into a slight state of depression more often than i know. i cant remember what kinda depression im going through. he mentioned the term to me before. i know its unhealthy... at times i wonder, could it be because i don't forward chain mails and such? very silly, cindy. i cant find a better reason.
why did i tell you everything? why do i tell you everything?
being natural is the best. i wished i could.. if only you see that im beautiful in my own ways..
CGM is full of lies. we've sunken..
LZL doesnt really bother. i'm trapped..
when night falls, the aquarian girl starts to weep...
cindy-ave-kelly (:
4/03/2006 05:26:00 AM
