Sunday, December 12, 2004
saturday:-
went out with ling today.she wasnt feeling too good.d'wayne wanted to meet me suddenly.no idea why.got off at yishun mrt station and he picked me up from there.he drove his dad's BMW today.its a convertible.don't know which series.6 series i suppose.i didnt notice or ask.he had a little problem finding Causeway Point. dropped me off there then he left.no idea what was he gonna do.
met ling,had lunch,talked non stop then walk around.met this outdoor sale guy,he was promoting a restaurant's VIP cum discount card.its $5.who sells discount/VIP cards?silly.i was nice so i bought one from that guy,but i insisted that he charge me cheaper.i was telling him that if he wants me to but,he'll have to sell it to me for $3.haha.he did after awhile.i feel so mean!who cares anyway.then this guy kept asking me how to go to chinatown and how much to pay,where to change train and how long it'll take.so irritating.old man.
ling wanted to skate and cycle so badly but i didnt want.im sorry.i wasnt in the appropriate attire and mood.left woodlands and headed down to town.main purpose is to meet fidel.he wants to meet,even if it was only for a short while.so i agreed.he gotta leave for work shortly.
met elaine at cineleisure then walk down towards Tangs with them.elaine and her bf went to far east,ling and i went to forum to look for aj at her workplace.walked down to far east for dinner.ling wanted to leave alredy but decided to stay a little longer in the end.walked down to cine again.waited for aj to join us after work.went to eat again..then we left after that.guess we were all too tired as ling and i slept around 5 plus in the morning and work up in the morning.im glad that ling's feeling better.
came home.was messaging d'wayne,and we fought again.we're not tgt and yet we still fight as usual till i was raising my voice then cried.he said we'll not meet again.we'll lead our own lives.we wont have anything to do with each other anymore.then he said meet at 12pm tmr but he didnt tell me where.i think i didnt hear it the first time but he refused to repeat.he said if i don't turn up on time,thats it.he's got a fucking attitude and he's being cocky.i had enough.
its 2am.fidel's gonna finish work at 3am.don't know if i should text him.hope he's feeling better too.-sighs- both ling and fidel are upset.
so am i.
cindy-ave-kelly (:
12/12/2004 01:53:00 AM
