Monday, December 06, 2004
im back after a week. around there. have been busy with work. too tired to blog in the night. sales wasnt that bad. didnt hit the 15 cartons quota. only sold 13 and a half carton but my boss said he'll calculate some commision for me. wonder how much will that be. i hope its still the same percentage. the more the merrier.
gotta know this eurasian-indian lawyer. he's rather nice but his intensions... its not that simple i guess. he asked of i wanna work with him, part time. do some binding, copying and simple stuff at my own time. he can plan the schedule so it wont clash with school. he said he wants to give me money too. which guys gives you money for nothing. he knows im working cos i want money, he said he wants to take me out for dinner and spend on me. hmm, sounds like some trap thing. but then again, my sugar daddy. -laughs-
d'wayne and i have not been contacting much. one week since its over. he called me on friday. msged my on sunday. asked how's my work and so on.. its really sweet. was rather touched. i don't understand why is he more caring when we are not together? why is it that when we are together, he takes me for granted? i really miss him. i like him. i love him. but i don't think i can be with him no matter how much i want to. after thinking for a few months, i realised that its too tough being with him. i don't get enough time and attention that i need and want. though i like alot of stuff, but when im with him, i don't spend his money on shopping. i only let him pay for meals...
sunday:-
went out with my parents and brother. saw a few items that i want. gonna buy a hair curler styler and a sillicone bra. (that nude colour cup-mould thing that sticks to you breast). bought a few pink panties today. bought a white jacket from Tommy Hilfiger!! it has red, blue and white stuff at the edge. simple and nice. my mum paid. if she's not paying, i won't even buy it. my pay is not even enough!!
i have to take care of my brother tmr. im gonna bring him out. need to go spotlight to get some fabric and a cushion. nothing much for now. i'll probably blog again tmr. gd night.
cindy-ave-kelly (:
12/06/2004 01:35:00 AM