Monday, November 29, 2004
sunday:-
d'wayne and i so-called argued. its over again. when i agreed, he apologised immediately and a few more times. i don't know what is he up to as well. so hurt, but im getting used to it so i was a little stronger this time. lesser tears. this relationship is unstable.
today:-
its my first day of work. sales wasn't that bad. time passed rather quickly. well, not that fast too, but faster than i expected. i kept eating cos there were so much samples and i cant leave the open for too long, so i'll either have to thrown it away or finish them. nothing special.
d'wayne wanted to meet me in the afternoon but i cant. kept asking what am i busy with, what my job is like and where im working..he never asked and bothered so much before. im not being thick skin here, but i think he really wants to meet cos he msged me a few times to comfirm if we are really not meeting. i decided to meet him in the end cos i still love him as much as before. he picked me up at the train station. i was giving some kind of attitude that he dislike. he doesnt like it when i don't speak to him nicely or when i raise my voice. fine. i've got a big problem. spent some time together. so much silence. i wasnt ready to get back with him again. CONFUSED. LOST. i was trying hard to be strong and stuff. nevermind about the details. don't wish to talk about it.
i wonder what this means..
cindy-ave-kelly (:
11/29/2004 11:59:00 PM
