Saturday, June 19, 2004
this entry is for friday- 18 june 04
didnt go out today cos i woke up at abt 4.30pm. slept so much.i guess i didnt wanna wake up..watched tv the whole day.my dad bought new dvds.. i was watching "piglet's big movie".. i think thats the title. its nice. piglet is cute cos it small and pink!! watched bachelor too.i kinda like that show. i'll cry and break down if i was one of those ladies who didnt receive a rose.. well, not like i'll be in the show anyway.
im not feeling too well today.whats wrong with me??? im still sick. heard my message tone. expected it to be from this guy but it turned out to be another guy.. never expected him to msg me.. he's like so nice-suddenly, which kinda made me really sad. whats the point of being so nice at this point of time.. arrgh. he's going NS next week. i think i'll meet up with him b4 he goes in.. but, what if i start to get emotional again??? this sucks. i hate this kinda feeling.. and also, im thinking of others.. why am i thinking of more than one guy??? this is bad... so bad. im lost and i donno what to do. here comes the best part, i donno who i like or have a crush on. i've decided not to choose. leave it this way. everyone's the same. guys guys guys... i've grown out of my secondary school days...
-sigh-
i'll be staying at my grandma's place on sat night, with 2 of my cousins. and we'll be cooking on sunday night-fathers day!! 3 girls doing the cooking for all the daddys.. so cool. but its all simple food. its my first time cooking a family meal !! i cant wait !!!
cindy-ave-kelly (:
6/19/2004 12:25:00 AM
