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Monday, April 05, 2004

first day of work at NUS.so the guy in charge picked me up from buona vista station cos i donno how to go.it was fun.i got a new friend !! my job partner.she's an ex ij girl so we got so much to talk abt. work was fine. nothing. well, jonathan called me while i was working and said that it'll be the last call. obviously i was so affected by it.

jon called me at 8pm cos i told him to. quite surprised that he'll call cos he said he'll consider first. talked to him for an hour till 9pm. was talking abt everything.. from how we were last time to the present us. and abt my job. we talked as if we were good friends. den it went back to that quiet part..tears included. so much happened. he said its not possible for us to be tgt again though he still feels for me.believe it,or not?? i donno.he doesnt really have a good reason to why its not possible. well hesaid he'll call me tonight.

jon called me at abt 9.10pm and asked if i was free. went to my place downstairs to wait for him and he came.first thing i got into the car,guess wad i heard?? yong qi. a meaninful song. just me and him.. drove off to somewhere nearby and talked. he ashed me to say everything that i wanna say. i couldnt.i felt terrible. cried !! damn it. he told me not to. it was emotional, and friendly too. we were screaming and shouting and playing like we used to. then.. so much happened but right now its not possible. (i think he still has that girl but at that point of time, i didnt care.i think he didnt care either).. how could it be? why not possible but everything can happen? he said we'll see how.. im just waiting for him now. i really do love him !!

jon sent me home but we went to shell first den he played the usual-one in a million.. loud.cool.and it reminded me abt the past. couldnt bear to say goodbye.it was like forever..

my mum said how can i go out with him when he's with that girl.. why not?? we didnt even talk abt her or mention her name.. well.. im announcing.......

i love jonathan

cindy-ave-kelly (:
4/05/2004 11:16:00 PM


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