Friday, March 26, 2004
last day of work at NTU..and im begining to enjoy it.got commision for the first time in my life and im so hAppy. feel so appreciated. cramps. vomit. diarrhoea. its killing me.
was on a conference chat with lesley and shayna earlier on. they needed to "de-stress" so they called me. thats what they said. talk talk talk. quite fun. but somehow it kinda got "messy". feeling kinda pissed, insulted and feels like they're looking down on me. whatever k. everyone has his/her own plans and decision. pple might think whatever im doing is not right or not good, but to me, i think its perfectly alright. i might not like others' idea and plan, might think that its useless and stuff, but as long as the person knows what he/she wants, then go for it.
whats with me. its my attitude i suppose. im in that "whatever" mood now. no explanations. or its probably pms. and girls, pls don say you don believe in pms os wad. nobody's asking u to BELIEVE. you might be doing stuff and showing certain kinda attitude that's caused by your mood and stuff.. and its not "its just me".. fine. really whatever. whats with me and my explanations..trying to explain?
its the end.
cindy-ave-kelly (:
3/26/2004 01:17:00 AM
