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Thursday, March 18, 2004

havent been blogging for quite sometime..wonder why.have not been working.im either out shopping or sleeping at home.its not that i don wanna go out..its just too tiring.no money also.

buying too many clothes.esp tubes.everytime also look for tubes and tubes with ribbons.i love it. went to mango yesterday and i bought another tube!! its black white and red.love the colours.so happy.brought sl to SRC for dinner and she was like complaining that she's so cold and stuff.after sl left,i went to get a few drinks and was reading the papers..waited for my dad to pick me up to go home..

went out with meaghan, mich and serene today..(17 march)..glenda was suppose to go!! haix. went to livia to look at some retro earring.saw a few nice ones but i was thinking..if i keep buying,den i'll have no more money.. anyway, i love all the retro stuff..my nails are white with black dots..oooo so beautiful rite?looking for more tubes to buy..oh and white pants too !!

took a cab with meaghan.dropped her at her club den i went home.the taxi queue was so long..and the cabs took so long to come also.nvm..came home, watched tv with my mum.. she talked to me.. told me some stuff.. i suspected it last sat but she said no..and today,she told me wad happened..

my parents met up with him and they didnt even bring me or told me abt it.i really wanted to go.. so upset that i cried infront of my mum like a baby. sigh. sat was 12 march..and only until 17 march.. den my mum told me abt it and showed me 2 letters that he wrote. one for my parents and one for me.. it says.. "To Ms Chang".. it was so formal.. read it and tears started rolling down my cheeks.. badly. i think i just miss him so much.. too much..

msg him and asked if the letter was for me and he said yes.. i wonder how is he right now..i hope i'll be able to meet up with him sometime soon... but he said we'll catch up when he's a better person.. sigh. when will that be baby.......

pls pray for me everyone. pray that my prayers will come true and show some changes.. i hope he's alright.i hope he'll be a better person soon.. not like he's ever gonna see this entry but i still wish him all the best..

cindy says: "..forgive and forget.. everyone deserves a second chance.. he's someone too.. "
+ i miss you +

cindy-ave-kelly (:
3/18/2004 02:35:00 AM


cindy

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