Monday, August 04, 2003
blog.time past really fast in sch today.returned sl her bag and she said she didnt want it.weird.well obviously i didnt take it back.wonder wads wrong with the both of us.its almost a month that we've not been talking.had cme exam n i didnt have time to finish everything.its not that easy.need to do alot of thinking.great.i realised that i've been slacking alot in sch this entire year.have not been doing almost all my english and maths assignments.wonder wads wrong with me.prelims are starting soon.begining of next month and i have not started on anything.how.i think im gonna fail my prelims.well.just hope i'll pass at least 5 subjects.no motivation to study.arrgh.its pissing me off.i need to put in more effort.
went for lunch with joanne.den to popular to get some art stuff.arrgh.my art's killing me.its so tiring.its taking up too much of my time.and im taking a break from it now.(tts why im blogging).i donno if i'll do well for art this year.hope i'll get a another chance to go for next year's honoursdayceremony.this year's award is $20 popular voucher.yeah.im $20 richer.im gonna use it to buy coloured markers.and i can draw butterflies again.hmmm.or maybe some new stuff.crap.
there's just too much stuff that i wanna say but im too lazy to type.i guess its my eyes thats killing me.i've been hurting it too much-unnecessarily.and i wonder if she's worth my tears.
did i mention in the past few entries that i went to the fountain of wealth?yea i did.made too many wishes and maybe thats why things are not going well for me.i shouldnt have asked for so much.greed.evil.arrgh.everything's not right.
weird.but somehow.i kinda love my class alot now.erm but not all.sch's really fun.i go to sch cos there's lotsa fun going on.laugh all day with bel and nicky.oh not forgetting rosma n wani too.heehee.love the pple ard me.
messages:-
rosma:aka snow-white.how's ur poison apple?how come u don eat apples anymore?are all of them poison?
nicky:aka jasmine.long hair.jasmine.haha.im really enjoying myself at our litttle corner-where we have our "picnic" everyday!
wani:aka sleepingbeauty.eh always sleep in class.and for a long time.better don sleep too much.remember wad mrs chu said abt sleeping too much?haha
bel:aka belle-beautyandthebeast.hihihi.not like u use the com but still,hello!nice having u ard.love ur lame crap n stories.all the best.:"counter-strike".haha
serene:aka sleepyhead<--my brother.finally u're back at sch.hope u're having fun at ur corner.hope u're enjoying urself with joanne,nian and sl.tkcare.
nicola:aka sweet.list.4.hihihi.how's everything?you and him?good?im fine.everything shld be alright.i guess.i hope.well c u ard sch.tkcare.
lesley:aka lobster-no-more/zxpy/LLcoolJ.arrgh.i donno wad its called.well nvm.how's the flower pot comin'along?u better not screw it up.make it really nice.do smtg abt ur hair.16august coming soon.make sure it's properly done.don disappoint me.its the laSt day.anyway study hard ya?oh start "training" yourself for....=)...see u ard.tkcare.miss ur cheeks!and you too... =)
usually:- "new frens come and old frens go"
to me:- "old frens gone.new frens found"
i didnt let them go.they left me..................
cindy-ave-kelly (:
8/04/2003 11:24:00 PM
