Monday, July 07, 2003
i wld MaKe a MiLLioN sCaRs,
JuSt tO kNow yOu liKe Me,
i wld cUt MySeLf sO deEp,
JuSt tO kNoW yOu waNt Me,
i wld taKe a bLade,
dRag it aCRosS My sKiN,
JuSt tO kNow yOu CaRed,
My bOdy wld be a CaNvaS,
if oNly I kNew yOu lOvEd Me.
[..if only u love me, i'll promise not to cut..]
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i tried so hard to make everything right.. i did as much as im capable of..i've been holding on all these while..i was totally into u..there was one period of time when i was abt to let go..i heard from u.. from that moment, i knew that i couldnt let u go..i wanted u..all to myself.i didnt wanna share with anyone else..how selfish can i get?i know we're not meant to be but im still trying so hard.its so stupid of me..trying so hard for so long..n nothing positive is happening..i'm just cutting deeper into my heart..i should have let u go..(if only i cld)..i cant bear to..don wanna let u go..i thought everything's gonna be fine..from ur body language..ur actions..ur words..ur everything..i was wrong..so wrong..i read the signs wrongly..of all pple..i fall for u..its so hurting..its killing..u're making me fall for u even deeper..i want u to treat me nice..i wanna be ur fantasy..but i don want u to give me the wrong signs..don wanna go the wrong way..wads going on..i shouldnt have..u don have to love me the way i love u..but..at least..love me a little..a little is enough..to form a sparkling glittery rainbow in my heart..i love u from the bottom of my broken heart..*hUgS*kiSseS*
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"All I Have To Give"
I don't know what she does to make you cry
But I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have a fancy car
To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles
I don't care if she buys you nice things
Does her gifts come from the heart?
I don't know
But if you were my girl
I'd make it so we'd never be apart
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give
When you talk (when you talk) does it seem like she's not
Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away
Does she leave (does she leave) when you need her the most?
Does her friends get all your time?
Baby please
I'm on my knees
Praying for the day that you'll be mine
To you... (hey girl) hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside... I love you
And I will give it to you
All I can give, all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give... to you
cindy-ave-kelly (:
7/07/2003 01:12:00 AM
