Sunday, June 22, 2003
midnight... its sucha a tiring day.. slept at abt 6am last night cos i was talking on the phone till 5+am... woke up at 9.30am n rush down for training!! so tired!! after training went for lunch den home... took a nap for abt 2hrs... woke up got ready.. went to src for the interclub bowling... nicola came to my hse to wait for me!! waited for mich+shayna.. went to rafflescity for dinner... met lynette, yvette, glenda & teresa at the foodcourt... donno why, but i feel weird seeing teresa.. donno wad to say to her... didnt even say hi... not sure wads wrong with me... like an ending to the frenship.. i donno.. i hope not.. haix.. she didnt really say hi, smile or anything to me as well... so well....................
this lady at the club asked if i wanted to go sentosa for that concert thingy cos she got free tickets!!! i wanted to go but most pple don wanna go for that event!!! arrgh... but they asked me to go sentosa to play n all... asked lesley to go but she also cant make it... haix... in the end i decided not to go cos i wasnt in proper attire n very lazy to go home to get my clothes n stuff... so didnt go... haix...wad a waste.. missed the chance...
interclub today started quite ok.. had a little fun.. was with shayna n nicola.. somehow.. they both disappeared with the other pple... i was all alone!!!! so pissed... left me there... *upset*.. michtan n all came back from donno where so at least i had company... somehow..... the rest appeared again!!! wth... like so sudden... nvm... had fun thou... but i was being bullied!!! by all of them... arrgh... they kept throwing sweets into my spag top!!! *gosh*so many of it went in*... *how awful pulling my top n all to get the sweets out*.. childish... went to the toilet to wash up n they came in too!!! splashed me with water... n instead of sweets, they stuff tissue inside instead!!! arrgh... they were all pulling my top n shirt... stuffing all the rubbish inside... n michtan scratched me... like below the neck, up my chest!! so awful with that stupid red marking on my body!!! wad a torture... like gang rape!!! *screwed*
went for supper with my family+michloh+nicola... went for prata... den send them home... had fun... but its quite tiring.. i've got dark eye rings... eeeeekks!!!
im quite excited abt the bowling camp!! i hope everything will turn out well... but to think of it again... quite sad n disappointed... why are things turning out ths way.................
[..i was NeVeR given a 2nd chance 2 pROvE 2 them tt i CaN do it..]
cindy-ave-kelly (:
6/22/2003 02:06:00 AM
